my new world

Hi all,

This is after long time i am writing in my blog, rightly to say, after 2 years exactly. this blog started as design blog , but sorry to say , im now in marketing , which is too far from the reason of this name. see whenever i m not feeling good this is really a good way of writing my feeling and express my thoughts. today really , the content of sorrowness is high , the reasons are several but yes , i accept i am also a good reason for this sorrowness. the onse who loves me still loves me , but their earlier conversation still roaming in my head and making me difficult to understand the fact that yes , my dear the truth , plz accept it ...plz accept . but as beacuse of the combination of my ego , chouvenism, and all other of my problems makes things really difficult for me to accept , i am very weak from inside , but really i am not that bad as people thinks about me.